Dear best friend, I need an improvment in this friendship. I need to matter. I need to hang out with you. I need our friendship back to the way it was. Lately it’s just disappeared. You’ve been breaking your promises. Like remember the promise you made about us hanging out. It’s like we’re strangers now.
You were mine to adore, I was yours to regret
I lie here wishing you were awake. I don’t know why, but I wish we could share the boredom this hour brings from our separate houses. It would bring me comfort knowing you were up longing to be in my arms as I wish to be in yours. We only have to count the two years now. It will feel like nothing, right? We’ve been together that long and it’s felt like yesterday was the first day I saw you. After just two years, we can be together free and clear of any loose ends. I love you so damn much it makes my heart ache.